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Friday, 29 January 2021

We didn’t have a chance to say goodbye

 “I can’t find my plague doctor.” “Your what?” says my mother. “My plague doctor.” “I don’t know what that is,” says my mother. I text her a photo of my plague doctor in his ruffled blouse and beak mask sitting on my bookcase a few months before he disappeared. “I still don’t know what that is,” says my mother. “Forget it,” I say.

“If you want to find it then look for it.” “I am looking for it.” “Then look harder.” “I am looking harder.”


“It’s the strangest thing,” I keep saying. But I know it isn’t the strangest thing.


I tell everyone who will listen that I’ve lost my plague doctor. Nine months ago I wrote about seeing the small porcelain doll in a shop in Barcelona, and wanting him immediately. If he had been real his beak mask would’ve been filled with juniper berries, and rose petals, and mint, and myrrh to keep away a plague I thought belonged only to the past. This was ten years ago. My husband and I were on our honeymoon, and I thought I only wanted the plague doctor. I didn’t know I’d eventually need him, too. “You can’t be serious,” says my brother. “Who loses a plague doctor during a plague?” “I guess I do,” I say.


“We’ll find him,” says my husband. But we never do.


The only explanation is that he fell into a donation bag when I was cleaning out closets, and I accidentally dropped him off at Project Safe. “That is not the real name of the thrift store,” says my brother. But it really is the real name: Project Safe. I imagine my plague doctor at the bottom of a bag of old shoes calling for me. 


THE PLAGUE DOCTOR (PHOTO: SABRINA ORAH MARK)



The news keeps breaking. The number of dead keeps rising. I go on Project Safe’s Facebook page. I offer a reward. I will pay whoever bought him five times what they paid. I will donate to the charity of their choice. I will sail across the sea in a paper boat with my pockets full of dried rose petals and fresh air and ancient coins to lure him home.


The manager of Project Safe puts a photo of my plague doctor up by the register. She understands, she tells me, what it feels like to lose something. I feel grateful and ridiculous. The news keeps breaking. The number of dead keeps rising.


I even looked behind the curtains. I even looked in the piano.


The plague doctor is not the only thing I’ve lost since the pandemic began. The longer I am in my house, it seems, the more things I lose. As if there’s a correlation between the hours I inhabit my house and its contents disappearing. “I could’ve sworn I put my copy of Virginia Woolf’s The Waves right here.” “Haven’t seen it,” says my husband. “I’ll help you look,” he says. I look over at our sons. Their rosy cheeks seem to have been replaced by the color of the living room. Is this the year they were supposed to learn all the major rivers? Or is it the year they were supposed to learn how to find the hypotenuse of a triangle? I could spend months going around this entire house picking up everything that’s now lost. I tell my neighbor, the scientist, I’ve lost my plague doctor. But I don’t think he hears me. We’re standing too far apart.


My husband leaves the book he is reading, Journeys out of the Body, open on our bed. “That’s all we need,” I mutter to nobody. I imagine the plague doctor and my husband holding hands on the back of a milk carton. I imagine a toll-free number underneath them in numbers printed so small it could easily be mistaken for pinpricks in the carton, the milk leaking out so slowly it’s barely noticeable until it’s gone.


I tell our mail carrier I’ve lost my plague doctor. “Of course you have, dear,” she says. “Everyone loses their plague doctor.” Her hands are small and covered in plastic gloves or fog. She gives me my mail. Nothing is addressed to me.


Sometimes I hear my husband’s footsteps coming up the stairs and I think he’s about to knock on my office door with the plague doctor safe in his arms.


What I’m trying to say is that I’m mourning something nameless that has vanished into thin air, and I’m calling it my plague doctor. 


What I’m trying to say is that we didn’t even have a chance to say goodbye. We should’ve at least had the chance to say goodbye. Goodbye, plague doctor! Goodbye, old world! The plague doctor is what I’m holding so I can hold what I’m grieving. Or rather, what I’ll never hold again.


I tell Bruno Bettelheim I’ve lost my plague doctor. “A child,” he says, “needs to understand what is going on within his conscious self so that he can also cope with that which goes on in his unconscious. He can achieve this understanding, and with it the ability to cope, not through rational comprehension of the nature and content of his unconscious but by becoming familiar with it through spinning out daydreams—ruminating, rearranging, and fantasizing about suitable story elements in response to unconscious pressure…” 


“Excuse me, Bettelheim, for interrupting you but what do you think I’m trying to do here?” Bettelheim looks around. “You lost your plague doctor,” he says. “Vanished into thin air,” I say. A sadness, like a mask, falls over his mouth. His mouth is so beautiful. “I miss mouths,” I say. “I miss my plague doctor,” I say. “I miss stupidly believing history was lived mostly in the past. I miss not being afraid … Bettelheim?” “Yes?” “When will my sons be able to return to their childhoods?” Bettelheim looks at his wrist where a watch should be. “I could’ve sworn I was wearing a watch,” says Bettelheim. The news is breaking. The number of dead keeps rising.


“The child,” says Bettelheim, “fits unconscious content into conscious fantasies, which then enable him to deal with that content.” “Like storing my grief inside a figurine?” I ask. “Yes,” says Bettelheim. “It is here that fairy tales have unequaled value because they offer new dimensions to the child’s imagination … the form and structure of fairy tales suggest images to the child by which he can structure his daydreams and with them give better direction to his life.”


“Which direction are you walking Bettelheim? I’ll walk with you.” We walk slowly down empty street after empty street. Bettelheim stops at a trash can and looks inside. “You never know,” he says.


Other than this fairy tale that is not a fairy tale but the true story of my missing plague doctor, I can’t find a fairy tale in which an object vanishes with no explanation. Even the girl with no hands grows back her hands. Cinderella’s glass slipper is never really missing, and when the prince disappears we know the whole time we can find him inside the beast. Even the darning needle, which breaks and falls down the drain and floats away with the dirty gutter water and is found in the street by schoolboys and is stuck in an eggshell and is run over by a wagon, is never out of our sight. Everything in a fairy tale has already been lost. The fairy tale is where we go to find it again.


I never find my copy of Virginia Woolf’s The Waves, but if I had I would’ve copied this down: “I need silence, and to be alone and to go out, and to save one hour to consider what has happened to my world, what death has done to my world.” I want a lost and found in my living room manned daily by Woolf. A small booth with a sliding window. Tap, tap. Woolf slides the window open. “State your missing.” And I state my missing. Obviously she never returns anything. But just hearing her sort through the missing is a comfort.


My husband buys me a new plague doctor who is twice the size of my missing plague doctor. Big enough for my missing plague doctor to possibly be hiding inside. Around the new plague doctor’s waist is a crescent moon, and from it hangs a lantern, and keys, and an empty birdcage. He is so black and slender and beautiful he could easily be mistaken for my plague doctor’s shadow. He is like the grandmother who comforted me when my grandmother died.


“We wanted to hold,” writes Heather McHugh, “what we had.”

“I left you a surprise,” says Eli, my seven-year-old. On my desk is a plague doctor made out of clay with a note: “Plage Dok.” On its chest is a bright pink heart. Now there are two doctors. One made of shadows, and one made of clay. What we lose is also what we gain.  I turn on the faucet and out gush more plage doks. I fill up my glass and I drink and I drink. In the glass the plage dok’s letters rearrange themselves like cells: gold lake, pale opal, old page, aged god. I pull each word from the glass, and carefully dry them before they fade. “What’s that?” asks Eli. “Another story?” “I hope,” I say. “What’s it about,” asks Eli. “I think it’s about saying goodbye.”


(Source: The Paris Review)

Sunday, 1 July 2018

Seeing the same doctor over time 'lowers death rates'

Patients who see the same doctor again and again have lower death rates, a study suggests.

The benefits applied to visits to GPs and specialists and were seen across different cultures and health systems.

University of Exeter researchers said the human aspect of medical practice was "potentially life-saving" but had been neglected.

GPs' leaders said they recognised the value of patients seeing "their own" doctor.

Because of intense workforce pressures, however, this could mean waiting even longer for an appointment, the Royal College of GPs said.

Continuity of care is known to be particularly beneficial for patients with chronic conditions, long-term mental health issues and complex needs.

The study, published in BMJ Open, analysed the results of 22 studies in nine countries, including England, France, US, Canada and South Korea.

Eighteen of the studies indicated that contact with the same doctor over an average of two years meant fewer deaths over the periods studied, compared with other patients.

The researchers said continuity of care was important and should be given a higher priority in healthcare planning.

Repeated contact with the same doctor can be beneficial in many ways
'Better communication'
Prof Philip Evans, from the University of Exeter Medical School, said: "Continuity of care happens when a patient and a doctor see each other repeatedly and get to know each other.

"This leads to better communication, patient satisfaction, adherence to medical advice and much lower use of hospital services."

Sir Denis Pereira Gray, from St Leonard's GP practice in Exeter, who also worked on the study, said: "Patients have long known that it matters which doctor they see and how well they can communicate with them.

"Until now, arranging for patients to see the doctor of their choice has been considered a matter of convenience or courtesy.

"Now, it is clear it is about the quality of medical practice and is literally 'a matter of life and death'."

Team effort
Prof Kamila Hawthorne, vice-chair of the Royal College of GPs (RCGP), said many practices were trying out different approaches such as patients being assigned a team of healthcare professionals, including a GP, who had access to their records and could build relationships with them.

She said: "Balancing continuity of care with timely access to GP services is a huge challenge for general practice. And ultimately the answer is more GPs and more resources for the profession."

NHS England has pledged £2.4bn extra a year for general practice and 5,000 more GPs by 2020.

The RCGP said these must be delivered to safeguard the future of general practice and patient care.

(Source: BBC)

Friday, 22 June 2018

Gosport hospital deaths: Prescribed painkillers 'shortened 456 lives'

More than 450 patients died after being given powerful painkillers inappropriately at Gosport War Memorial Hospital, a report has found.

An independent panel said, taking into account missing records, a further 200 patients may have suffered a similar fate.

The report found there was a "disregard for human life" of a large number of patients from 1989 to 2000.

It said Dr Jane Barton oversaw the "practice of prescribing" on the wards.

There was an "institutionalised regime" of prescribing and administering "dangerous" amounts of a medication not clinically justified at the Hampshire hospital, the report said.

Prime Minister Theresa May described events at Gosport as "deeply troubling" and apologised to families over the time it took to get answers from the NHS.

Health Secretary Jeremy Hunt told MPs that police and the Crown Prosecution Service would examine material in the report to consider their next steps and "whether criminal charges should now be brought".

Inquests into the deaths of 10 patients, six of whom are pictured, were held in 2009
So far, the only person to face disciplinary action has been Dr Barton, who was found guilty of failings in her care of 12 patients at Gosport between 1996 and 1999.

But no prosecutions were brought and she was not struck off the medical register, choosing to retire after the findings.

Former Bishop of Liverpool James Jones, who led the Gosport Independent Panel, said: "The documents seen by the panel show that for a 12-year period a clinical assistant, Dr Barton, was responsible for the practice of prescribing which prevailed on the wards.

"Although the consultants were not involved directly in treating patients on the wards, the medical records show that they were aware of how drugs were prescribed and administered but did not intervene to stop the practice."

Relatives had said they hoped the findings of the report would end their "harrowing" wait for answers.

The report said families were "consistently let down" by those in authority, both medical individuals and institutions, when they complained about the treatment of their loved ones.

Dr Jane Barton was found guilty of serious professional misconduct
in 2010 but no prosecutions were brought
Bishop Jones, who also headed the Hillsborough inquiry, said: "It's not for the panel to ascribe criminal or civil liability.

"It will be for any future judicial processes to determine whatever culpability and criticism might be forthcoming."

Police previously investigated the deaths of 92 patients during three inquires between 1998 and 2006, but no prosecutions were brought.

Chief Constable Olivia Pinkney, of Hampshire Constabulary, said the force had "co-operated fully" with the panel and "shared with them more than 25,000 documents containing 100,000 pages of information".

'Another Shipman'
"We will assess any new information contained within the report in conjunction with our partners in health and the Crown Prosecution Service in order to decide the next steps," she added.

The report said an "awareness" that the deaths "might be due to 'another Shipman'" had "cast a shadow over how concerns at the hospital were viewed".

GP Harold Shipman was jailed for life in 2000 for murdering 15 patients between 1995 and 1998.

Family tributes were placed outside Portsmouth Cathedral, where the
findings of the report were announced
"The police focused on the allegation that Dr Barton was guilty of unlawful killing, rather than pursuing a wider investigation," the report added.

"Hampshire Constabulary approached Dr Barton's managers, including the then chief executive at the trust and Dr Althea Lord, the responsible consultant, in a way that ignored the possibility that they too might have been subject to investigation."

It said the quality of the force's three investigations was "consistently poor".

The panel found officers had a mindset of seeing family members who complained as "stirring up trouble" while seeing the hospital as the place to go for guidance and assurance during their inquiries.

Gladys Richards who died at the hospital in 1998 was among the
photographs on display
Gosport MP Caroline Dinenage said the report highlighted many "failures" by the authorities to properly investigate.

She said organisations must look closely at the full report and urged the government to take action if there were cases to answer.

She said: "I can't even imagine what the families must be going through - it's absolutely heart-breaking."

Janet Davies, chief executive of the Royal College of Nursing, said the report made for "very sober reading for everybody involved in the care of patients".

"Nursing as a profession must work hard to seek out lessons from Gosport and we expect that approach to be shared by regulators and the health and care system."

Health Secretary Jeremy Hunt said there had been a "catalogue of failures"
The health secretary described the findings of the report as "truly shocking".

He said "brave nurse whistleblowers" had first raised concerns in 1991, as well as families.

He added there had been a "catalogue of failures" including by the Department of Health.

A report first compiled by Prof Richard Baker in 2003 and published 10 years later found evidence of an "almost routine use of opiates" since 1998.

Speaking in the Commons, Mr Hunt asked why it had taken 10 years for this to be made public.

He said questions also needed to be asked about why the practice of prescribing painkillers was not stopped by supervising consultants.

(Source: BBC)

Friday, 11 May 2018

Why cancer cells go to sleep

Cancer doesn’t just grow uncontrollably. It has a smarter strategy than that, writes Francesco Crea, a lecturer in life sciences at The Open University, in The Conversation. Read on: 

Cancer has always been thought of as something that grows rapidly and uncontrollably, but this view may be wrong. New evidence suggests that cancer alternatively uses the “accelerator” and the “brake” in order to survive.

Research suggests cancer dormancy is a crucial time for tumour progression Shutterstock
If you plot the growth of prostate cancer tumour progression over years, you get a graph that looks something like this:

The graph shows that prostate cancer cells alternate periods of rapid growth with periods of dormancy. In the above example, the tumour will grow to the point where it starts to produce symptoms and the patient seeks treatment – which usually involves cutting the tumour out.

Surgery is often effective but, for some unfortunate patients, their cancer will return. At this point it is often treated with hormone therapy and chemotherapy. But even these treatments don’t always spell the end of the cancer. For some patients, the cancer will recur after a period of dormancy.


During the periods of dormancy, which could last several years, the patient will often have no symptoms and the tumour will be undetectable using the usual diagnostic tools. Until recently, we knew very little about these periods. However, research conducted by my group and by other scientists suggests that cancer dormancy is a crucial time for tumour progression.

Dangers of cancer dormancy
To understand why dormancy is useful to cancer cells, we need to examine the factors that can stop tumour progression. Cancer cells face three main challenges to their survival and growth. First, they need to deceive the immune system, which is able to eliminate most tumours. Second, they need to survive anti-cancer therapies, and, third, they need to invade distant organs and generate metastases.

Cancer dormancy is essential to meet all these challenges. During the periods of dormancy, cancer cells reshape their genetic make-up and get ready for the next stage of progression. Without dormancy, cancer cells would not be able to survive in a new environment or become resistant to the attacks of the immune system. So it is important to learn how to detect dormant cancer cells, and how to kill them.

Detecting dormant cells is not easy, though. Dormant tumours are often small and don’t produce symptoms, so patients are often unaware of them and conventional diagnostic tools are unable to “see” them. Also, dormant cancer cells are often in slow-metabolism mode, like hibernating animals. So even some sophisticated diagnostic techniques, such as PET scans, often overlook dormant tumours.

Dormant cancer cells share some similarities with hibernating animals (Shutterstock)
Detection and treatment
So how do we detect these dangerous sleeping cells? Fortunately, new studies are shedding light on the characteristics of dormant cancer cells. For example, our research, in collaboration with the BC Cancer Agency in Canada, has looked at the RNA produced by dormant and proliferating cancer cells. RNA is a very important molecule that carries the genetic information from DNA (the blueprint) to proteins (the cells’ workhorses).

We have shown that some small RNAs are specifically expressed by dormant cancer cells. Since these RNAs can be measured in urine and blood samples, we, and others, are trying to develop new diagnostic tools to detect these molecules. If we are successful, we will be able to develop blood or urine-based diagnostic kits that will help doctors identify dormant tumours before they become too big to effectively treat.

Once dormant cancer cells have been identified, they need to be eliminated. Unfortunately, since these cancer cells are metabolically inactive, they are less likely to be killed by conventional chemotherapy, so targeting them is difficult. Difficult, but hopefully not impossible.

A number of new studies show that dormant cells might have weak spots. For example, experiments have shown that some nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs could stop dormant cancer cells that generate metastasis from “waking up”. If these results are confirmed by clinical trials, we will soon be able to offer the patients treatments that specifically target dormant cancer cells.

Saturday, 5 May 2018

Hero surgeon treks for three hours through snow to help patient

A brave and dedicated surgeon battled against the snow and wind in freezing conditions in Glasgow to operate on a patient.

The unnamed female doctor reportedly walked eight miles for almost three hours from Anniesland in the West End of Glasgow to Paisley, Renfrewshire to complete the surgery.

According to the Scotsman, the anonymous individual did not want to be named as she didn't want to take credit for doing her job, despite going to extraordinary lengths to do so.

The patient in question was due to undergo surgery that day and she didn't want to let the person down. Her amazing commitment and effort was praised by her colleague Andy Renwick.


The colorectal surgeon told BBC Radio Scotland:

She walked from Anniesland to Paisley – it took her two hours and 50 minutes. I saw her come in, she had snow goggles on, Gortexed up, top and bottom, snow shoes and walking poles.

She is operating today on someone who has bowel cancer, she knew that had to be done and so she has made extra effort to get in here to make sure that was actually delivered.

Dr Renwick added that this wasn't the only selfless act that he had witnessed at the hospital during the bad weather.

Trainee foundation doctors stayed in the facility overnight waiting for others members of staff to arrive. He added:

Last night we had foundation year one doctors stay in hospital overnight without having bought anything with them.

They have remained overnight and remained in the hospital waiting for colleagues to turn up.

We have had phone calls from their colleagues assuring us that they are trying to get in and they are waiting for transport to try and get in so they can actually relieve them.

Hopefully, we will be able to take the ones who can get home today home later on.

Stories like this haven't been a rarity in during the adverse weather. Doctors and nurses in Sunderland and Newcastle slept in hospitals in overnight so that they could care for patients.

(Source: indy100)

Wednesday, 17 January 2018

Doctors and nurses: ‘When May and Hunt tell the public the NHS is not in crisis, that is a lie’

Ambulances queuing up outside A&E, operations cancelled for lack of beds… Could this winter prove the last straw for our struggling National Health Service? Those on the frontline speak out…

An 81-year-old woman with chest pains dies while waiting three hours and 45 minutes for an ambulance. Patients are photographed lying on the floor of an A&E unit that has run out of beds, trolleys and chairs. Memos from inside another hospital reveal that its doctors “have been on their knees with workload pressure”. Over six weeks more than 90,000 emergency patients get stuck in the back of an ambulance outside a hospital, waiting to be transferred into the A&E.

These events, which have all happened in England since late November, graphically illustrate the winter crisis tightening its grip on the National Health Service in recent weeks. Worrying, but at the same time predictable. Similar things happen every winter. Flu, bad weather and people struggling to breathe is a recurringly risky combination.

But what is different this year is the intensity of the strain on the NHS. Official NHS figures show that record numbers of patients have been directly affected – by delays in their care, by being diverted to a different A&E than that originally planned, or having their operation cancelled, for example. The proportion of A&E arrivals treated within the supposed four-hour maximum has hit a record low. Doctors have voiced their most acute concern ever about the risk of such conditions leading to poor care. A letter to Theresa May signed by 68 A&E doctors complained that patients have died prematurely after prolonged spells spent in hospital corridors.

As pressures have intensified the prime minister has stuck with impressive doggedness, though increasing implausibility, to her script, on television and when answering questions in parliament. The NHS is the best prepared it has ever been for winter. Health services always come under extra strain at this time of year. We are putting record sums into the NHS.

She did feel obliged to apologise to patients affected by the NHS’s unprecedented cancellation of tens of thousands of operations in December and January for the pain, worry and inconvenience that would mean for them. But then she told the BBC’s Andrew Marr Show last Sunday that that unexpected move was all “part of the plan” to help the NHS withstand a demanding winter.

But a crisis? Definitely not, she insisted.

If anything, she suggested, the NHS itself was part of the problem, for not doing enough to keep people well so that they don’t need hospital care in the first place.

Jeremy Hunt, her health secretary, loyally conveyed the same message – at least until 3 January. Then, in one of the growing number of tweets he may quickly regret posting, he subconsciously gave the game away by asking, with reference to Tony Blair: “Does he not remember his own regular NHS winter crises?”

The interviews that follow capture some of all this chaos and also NHS staff’s feelings – frustration, powerlessness, despair, sadness, rage – about the inability of the teams they are part of, and of the visibly underfunded, chronically under-staffed service they proudly work for, to respond adequately to all those needing their help. Denis Campbell, health policy editor

Dr Adrian Harrop
Junior doctor, A&E, Scarborough hospital

Adrian Harrop: ‘We are not managing.’ Photograph: Gary Calton for the Observer
I’m a relatively junior doctor, but I’ve sampled emergency care in many different parts of the UK, and I’ve seen five winters in A&E departments. The staff in Scarborough are among the most hardworking, kind-hearted people I’ve ever had the pleasure of working with, from the executive board and the consultants to all my fellow junior doctors, nurses, healthcare assistants. This crisis has nothing to do with the shortcomings of frontline staff.

However, when the hospital is placed under the degree of pressure it’s been experiencing in the past few days, it becomes unsafe. And the services we’re able to provide are simply inadequate for the needs of the population.

Typically, a bay within a hospital ward would have three beds down each side. This week, we’ve activated the maximum-capacity protocol, which means we’ve put a bed in the middle of each bay. But even after that, when we’ve got as many staff working as possible, yet again the department is completely full. Every single cubicle is filled with a patient on a trolley, every single part of the corridor has patients down it. We have to have what’s called a “corridor nurse”. Then the assessment area of A&E is full of patients on trolleys, and the resuscitation area – which has three bays for the sickest of the sick patients, people with major traumatic injuries – that room is filled with patients too. I’ve then got a queue of paramedics with patients on stretchers going all the way down the corridor to the main entrance of the hospital. The department is entirely full: I’ve not got a single space to take another acutely unwell patient.

The number of ambulances covering this area of Yorkshire is frighteningly low, particularly at night, and they have to spend half their time in a queue in our A&E. I’ve heard their radios going off, and the person on the other end of the line is pleading with all the crews saying: “Please, is there anybody who can respond to this call?”

Last week, we had a patient who dialled 999 twice over a period of four hours stating in clear terms: “I can’t breathe.” An ambulance didn’t arrive, so their family had to come and drive them up to the hospital, and they collapsed on to the front desk of our A&E reception area, unable to breathe. They had to be rushed immediately to an operating theatre to be intubated to keep their airway open. The patient’s windpipe had narrowed to the size of a pinprick, and if that patient had arrived at hospital 10 minutes later, he would have been dead. That is a reflection of how critically low the capacity within the system is.

This crisis is not a bolt out of the blue – all year we’ve been expecting it. Acute respiratory disorders such as pneumonia, COPD [chronic obstructive pulmonary disease] and asthma flare up in winter. Influenza is also an enormous problem – genuine, diagnosed influenza is a very, very serious illness. On top of that, each year we’re seeing an ever-increasing number of what I’d call the frail elderly: people of advanced age, who have multiple co-morbidities and are dependent on carers. Their problems are complicated by increasing rates of dementia.

 The government either needs to get these resources in place, or admit that it wants this health service to fail

Last year was slightly worse than 2016, which was slightly worse than the year before, and so on. The difference in 2017, I think, is that things reached a tipping point. The demands on our service outstrip our ability to provide care.

The government seems to love publishing figures saying we’re spending more on the NHS than ever before, but that’s a meaningless statement. Every year, the total number of patients requiring admission to hospital has gone up, the total number of beds has gone down, and, year on year on year, the total amount of money that we’ve had available to spend – in real terms – has gone down.

This conversation can become personal and party-political, and it’s important to remember that the current problems within the health service are not solely the responsibility of the Conservative party. We’ve been mismanaging the health service for an awfully long time. But the facts speak for themselves: the amount of money available per person is significantly lower than it was last year, or the year before, or the year before that. And I would place the blame for that squarely at the feet of the Tory government. They have opted to spend, effectively, less and less as a proportion of our GDP, and less per capita, than in previous years. Among healthcare professionals, this is almost a universally held view.

I don’t want to make this a personal attack on Jeremy Hunt. In fact, during the cabinet reshuffle, I was really hoping that Jeremy Hunt wouldn’t get taken off health, because then everyone might think “Hallelujah! Problem solved!” I’m glad he hasn’t gone, actually, because it allows us to continue this conversation. When May and Hunt tell the public the NHS is not in a crisis, that is a lie. It’s an ongoing crisis, and it can’t be allowed to continue any longer.

The thing that got to me today was a patient who came in with an acute, sudden-onset heart problem. They’d thought about calling an ambulance, but because of everything they’d seen in the media, they didn’t want to come to the hospital and bother anybody. Eventually, they drove themselves in and sat in the waiting room for over two hours. This person was in tears saying, “Doctor, I’m so sorry, I didn’t want to cause a nuisance.” I said to them – and I was nearly crying myself – “You are what I’m here for. Please don’t ever be made to feel like you’re inconveniencing me.” The fact that people with severe, emergency medical problems are feeling that they have to apologise to me – that’s sickening. We should be welcoming these people into our hospital with open arms, saying: “This is what you paid your taxes for: so that when you’re 80, and you need us, you can come to hospital.” We want to give people the treatment they need and deserve, and we can’t. We can’t because we haven’t got the resources to do that now. And if that is not a crisis, then I dread to think what a crisis looks like.

Up until now, we’ve just about managed, we’ve been able to claw our resources together. But we’re not managing now. The government either needs to get these resources in place, or admit that it wants this health service to fail. If we’ve got enough money to pay off the DUP, to pay for Brexit, to pay for Trident, we’ve got enough money to make sure that an 80-year-old woman with pneumonia has got a warm hospital bed to spend the night in. Interview by Kit Buchan

Molly Case
Cardiac nurse, King’s College hospital, London

Molly Case, at Kings College in London: ‘My job is a pleasure and a joy. It’s only difficult because of starved resources.’ Photograph: Sonja Horsman for the Observer
I work on a high dependency unit: our patients might require organ support, invasive monitoring, or immediate care after surgery. These are big, major operations, life-changing and life-saving. We have a lot of people rushed in by air ambulance, people who have suffered a heart attack, and also people from the area who have been stabbed. On a normal day I wake up at 5.30am and it’s a 12-hour shift; night shifts start at 7.30pm. It’s an absolutely fantastic job. I’m hugely passionate about cardiac nursing – it’s amazing what the heart can do, but when it goes wrong it’s frightening, and everything can deteriorate quite quickly.

Being on a specialist unit in some way we’re shielded from the winter crisis, but something that has had a knock-on effect is beds. We’re running at 98% capacity and you can’t necessarily hold a bed free in case a person comes in with a heart attack. But if somebody does come in, they will need a level two bed, with all the equipment. What that means for our unit is that sometimes patients are too quickly identified as stable enough to be stepped down to the ward or discharged too early, and that puts them at risk.

Something that nurses live by is Florence Nightingale’s words: “The very first requirement in a hospital is that it should do the sick no harm.” And when you’re stepping down people inappropriately, through no malice or ill intent, it feels like you’re putting somebody at risk. If there were more beds it just wouldn’t be a problem. This isn’t me being self-deprecating, but our jobs are not hard – they are a pleasure and a joy. They are only difficult because of the starved resources.

 It’s a vicious cycle: if we can’t get patients home because there’s no social care then nothing will get better
The most difficult moment for me this winter was when my dad, who’s 80, broke his hip, and I saw first-hand what A&E was looking like in the midst of everything. So many elements of the winter crisis affected him. He lay on the floor for hours at home after calling an ambulance, which breaks my heart. When he got to A&E he stayed there all night: there simply was no bed to go to and his pain was absolutely immense. When he did get his hip fixed there wasn’t a level two bed for him to go to after the operation, where he could have been monitored more closely.

Every winter NHS staff ready themselves for all the classic things – trips and falls, fractures, flu. But this year it’s reached its peak. The NHS is under enormous strain, and feeling the effect of chronic underfunding. Morale is low. Nurses don’t necessarily want to be paid more, they want to be appreciated. I’ve seen so many of my colleagues joining private agencies on top of their NHS job to boost their salaries, because they have to.

I’m confused as to why the government let it get so bad before they’d even talk about doing something. We need less talking, more doing. We are at breaking point. The behind-the-scenes dismantling of the NHS is no longer a secret: people are well aware of it. It’s frightening – it’s affecting people’s lives, their careers, their health, and the government are 100% entirely responsible. I think that once the NHS has gone, which is the way it’s going, we will be in a very sorry state.

I think it all begins with social care, which is often overlooked. If there was more support in the community – more district nurses, mental health services, GPs, specialist nurses looking after the elderly at home – people wouldn’t be coming into hospital in the first place. Social care is absolutely pivotal to saving the NHS, but there’s no money in it. It’s a vicious cycle: if we can’t get patients home because there’s no social care then nothing will get better.

Molly Case performs a poem at the
Royal College of Nursing, 2013.

But what I’d like to say is that NHS staff just get their heads down and get on with it. I will forever be thankful to them for looking after my dad and all of us. They make sure that patients are laughing and comfortable and pain-free, and if operations are delayed they keep people updated. They’re so good at making people feel better even when they’re at their most vulnerable – I think it’s the best job in the world and a real privilege. The small things we do as nurses make such a difference, and people remember what you do for them in hospital for the rest of their lives.

When I first started my career three years ago I was so frightened at the way [nurses and NHS staff] were perceived in the media. We were so demonised off the back of the atrocious things that happened in Mid Staffs. But the tide has turned: public trust in us is at an all-time high. The public is starting to see that this is a systemic failing to do with underfunding, under-staffing and devaluing of staff.

It’s the government we’re battling now. Even though it’s a monolithic institution to have as an opponent, I prefer it to be this way than for the public to perceive us negatively. It is hugely important to me and my colleagues that the public see us for what we are – caring and compassionate. Interview by Kathryn Bromwich

Dr Helgi Johannsson
Anaesthetist, St Mary’s hospital, Paddington, London

Helgi Johannsson at St Mary’s Hospital, Paddington: ‘Despite the comradeship there’s a lot of anger.’ Photograph: Karen Robinson for the Observer
Essentially, my team and I look after patients having operations and keep them alive during those operations. We also keep patients on the intensive care unit (ITU) alive. We are involved in the resuscitation and treatment of critically ill patients throughout the hospital, from the operating theatre to ITU. So we’re there manning the life support machines and looking after those patients at the worst time in their lives.

St Mary’s is a major trauma centre. It covers all of northwest London right out towards Watford, the M25 and beyond. In the past two years, we have seen a 40% increase in Blue Calls – the most seriously unwell, ambulance-delivered cases. Why? The closure of two small emergency units in north London has definitely contributed to the increase, but I wonder if it’s also just down to an older, sicker population. Plus, tourism in London is booming since the pound fell and we’re the catchment hospital for Oxford Street and the West End, so you can imagine how many tourists we get.

We’re limited as to how much we can expand to accommodate this rise in patients because one third of our buildings are more than 100 years old and by no means fit to be modern hospitals. The Cambridge Wing at St Mary’s is 147 years old and, like many of the other Imperial Trust buildings, it is crumbling and very difficult and expensive to maintain. I pray for a new build every day but the cranes don’t seem to be moving in yet. Last summer the ceilings in two of our medical wards were about to fall down and needed urgent repairs, so we had to move our patients out into other wards, which put a lot of pressure on the rest of the hospital. The wards are back up and running now and I am grateful for that because if they weren’t this current black alert would have tipped us over the edge.

 These past few years have been a sustained period of famine – there’s no other word for it – and it shows

The combination of having to do the emergency work and trying to get through some of the more routine work – cancer surgery, vascular aneurism surgery and so on – as well is a major headache at the moment. Patients on the routine operating lists are our biggest problem. They have been waiting for their surgery, they have worked their lives around the date of their operation, made childcare arrangements, psyched themselves up and then on the day they have their operation cancelled because we don’t have a bed. That really affects us. Those patients are human beings just like you and me. It’s been a major decision for them to undergo this operation and then at the last minute it’s put off. The uncertainty is a real killer. It’s really upsetting, actually.

Recently, there was a woman in her 50s who was due to undergo a weight-loss operation, which is quite high-risk surgery. She had made a lot of arrangements, it had taken two years to get to this stage and she had come from a long way away, at least 100 miles. She got up at four in the morning, drove all the way into London and we thought we were going to be able to do it but at the very last minute her bed got taken by an emergency and we had to send her home. It was just so galling.

She was very understanding. Our patients always are and it makes me even more angry that they are so reasonable and they understand the pressure we are under. Obviously, she was very upset: she was in tears and I was close to tears myself because I really felt for her. It was heartbreaking. Those situations are a daily occurrence.

On New Year’s Day I was doing a junior doctor’s shift because we had gaps on our junior rota. It was a really busy night. The conditions in A&E were just awful. There were patients everywhere. Patients on trolleys in corridors. There weren’t any seats for the walking wounded. There were people standing around, sitting on the floor. The whole system was absolutely paralysed. It wasn’t lack of staff in the emergency department that was the problem: our Trust has been very good at providing adequate staffing. It’s the bed blockade: we cannot get our patients to where we need them to be – on the wards – because of the lack of beds. And that’s immobilising the emergency department. You can’t find anywhere to see your patients and you can’t just do your normal job.

We are pretty good at processing our patients but the TV news does not lie and it’s a very familiar sight these days to see the whole of the ambulance park completely full with ambulances and us having to clear the way for the most urgent cases. On top of this there is a real problem getting our critically ill patients into ITU because we are unable to get the patients who are already in there out on to the wards. Lately, we were getting to the stage where we couldn’t actually do emergency operations because we had too many patients waiting for intensive care beds.

None of this is helped by George Osborne’s disastrous cut to social care funding, which means we cannot get the patients who are ready to leave us but still need some help back to their homes.

The atmosphere at the hospital remains good. There is a definite camaraderie among the staff that’s a direct result of feeling embattled. We were involved in some of the major incidents last year, including the Westminster Bridge terrorist attack and the Grenfell Tower fire and, although these events placed a lot of strain, both practical and emotional, on the hospital, they also brought us closer together. They made us realise how important it is that we support each other during periods of difficulty.

Despite the comradeship, there’s a lot of anger about the way the NHS has been treated in the past five to eight years. We’ve always gone through peaks and troughs in funding but these last few years have been a sustained period of famine – there’s no other word for it – and it’s really beginning to show now. But I’m optimistic for the future. I am very much a glass-half-full person. I don’t think the British public will allow things to get worse than this. This is a wake-up call. The fifth richest nation in the world can do well by its old people and can do well by its sick people. It cannot get any worse now.

I knew when I went into medicine that it was not going to be a clock-in at 9am, clock-out at 5pm kind of job. I wouldn’t want that. Nor is being a doctor in any way glamorous. On my night shift on New Year’s Day one of our patents vomited all over me and the nurse working with me: it went literally everywhere, head to toe, even in our hair. Luckily we were able to shower and change into fresh scrubs and to have a laugh about it. But I wouldn’t change my life. I love the variety, the excitement, the unpredictability and the fact that you are training the next generation of doctors. That’s why I stay in the NHS – you just don’t get that kind of job satisfaction in the private sector. It’s a real giving thing for me. I’m so proud to be in the NHS.

(Source: The Guardian)

Friday, 12 January 2018

Is everything you think you know about depression wrong?

In this extract from his new book, "Lost Connections: Uncovering the Real Causes of Depression – and the Unexpected Solutions", Johann Hari, who took antidepressants for 14 years, calls for a new approach. Read on:

In the 1970s, a truth was accidentally discovered about depression – one that was quickly swept aside, because its implications were too inconvenient, and too explosive. American psychiatrists had produced a book that would lay out, in detail, all the symptoms of different mental illnesses, so they could be identified and treated in the same way across the United States. It was called the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual. In the latest edition, they laid out nine symptoms that a patient has to show to be diagnosed with depression – like, for example, decreased interest in pleasure or persistent low mood. For a doctor to conclude you were depressed, you had to show five of these symptoms over several weeks.

The manual was sent out to doctors across the US and they began to use it to diagnose people. However, after a while they came back to the authors and pointed out something that was bothering them. If they followed this guide, they had to diagnose every grieving person who came to them as depressed and start giving them medical treatment. If you lose someone, it turns out that these symptoms will come to you automatically. So, the doctors wanted to know, are we supposed to start drugging all the bereaved people in America?

The authors conferred, and they decided that there would be a special clause added to the list of symptoms of depression. None of this applies, they said, if you have lost somebody you love in the past year. In that situation, all these symptoms are natural, and not a disorder. It was called “the grief exception”, and it seemed to resolve the problem.

Then, as the years and decades passed, doctors on the frontline started to come back with another question. All over the world, they were being encouraged to tell patients that depression is, in fact, just the result of a spontaneous chemical imbalance in your brain – it is produced by low serotonin, or a natural lack of some other chemical. It’s not caused by your life – it’s caused by your broken brain. Some of the doctors began to ask how this fitted with the grief exception. If you agree that the symptoms of depression are a logical and understandable response to one set of life circumstances – losing a loved one – might they not be an understandable response to other situations? What about if you lose your job? What if you are stuck in a job that you hate for the next 40 years? What about if you are alone and friendless?

The grief exception seemed to have blasted a hole in the claim that the causes of depression are sealed away in your skull. It suggested that there are causes out here, in the world, and they needed to be investigated and solved there. This was a debate that mainstream psychiatry (with some exceptions) did not want to have. So, they responded in a simple way – by whittling away the grief exception. With each new edition of the manual they reduced the period of grief that you were allowed before being labelled mentally ill – down to a few months and then, finally, to nothing at all. Now, if your baby dies at 10am, your doctor can diagnose you with a mental illness at 10.01am and start drugging you straight away.

‘Drugs are having a positive effect for some people – but they clearly can’t be the main solution for the majority of us.’ Photograph: Alamy
Dr Joanne Cacciatore, of Arizona State University, became a leading expert on the grief exception after her own baby, Cheyenne, died during childbirth. She had seen many grieving people being told that they were mentally ill for showing distress. She told me this debate reveals a key problem with how we talk about depression, anxiety and other forms of suffering: we don’t, she said, “consider context”. We act like human distress can be assessed solely on a checklist that can be separated out from our lives, and labelled as brain diseases. If we started to take people’s actual lives into account when we treat depression and anxiety, Joanne explained, it would require “an entire system overhaul”. She told me that when “you have a person with extreme human distress, [we need to] stop treating the symptoms. The symptoms are a messenger of a deeper problem. Let’s get to the deeper problem.”

*****

I was a teenager when I swallowed my first antidepressant. I was standing in the weak English sunshine, outside a pharmacy in a shopping centre in London. The tablet was white and small, and as I swallowed, it felt like a chemical kiss. That morning I had gone to see my doctor and I had told him – crouched, embarrassed – that pain was leaking out of me uncontrollably, like a bad smell, and I had felt this way for several years. In reply, he told me a story. There is a chemical called serotonin that makes people feel good, he said, and some people are naturally lacking it in their brains. You are clearly one of those people. There are now, thankfully, new drugs that will restore your serotonin level to that of a normal person. Take them, and you will be well. At last, I understood what had been happening to me, and why.

However, a few months into my drugging, something odd happened. The pain started to seep through again. Before long, I felt as bad as I had at the start. I went back to my doctor, and he told me that I was clearly on too low a dose. And so, 20 milligrams became 30 milligrams; the white pill became blue. I felt better for several months. And then the pain came back through once more. My dose kept being jacked up, until I was on 80mg, where it stayed for many years, with only a few short breaks. And still the pain broke back through.

I started to research my book, Lost Connections: Uncovering The Real Causes of Depression – and the Unexpected Solutions, because I was puzzled by two mysteries. Why was I still depressed when I was doing everything I had been told to do? I had identified the low serotonin in my brain, and I was boosting my serotonin levels – yet I still felt awful. But there was a deeper mystery still. Why were so many other people across the western world feeling like me? Around one in five US adults are taking at least one drug for a psychiatric problem. In Britain, antidepressant prescriptions have doubled in a decade, to the point where now one in 11 of us drug ourselves to deal with these feelings. What has been causing depression and its twin, anxiety, to spiral in this way? I began to ask myself: could it really be that in our separate heads, all of us had brain chemistries that were spontaneously malfunctioning at the same time?

To find the answers, I ended up going on a 40,000-mile journey across the world and back. I talked to the leading social scientists investigating these questions, and to people who have been overcoming depression in unexpected ways – from an Amish village in Indiana, to a Brazilian city that banned advertising and a laboratory in Baltimore conducting a startling wave of experiments. From these people, I learned the best scientific evidence about what really causes depression and anxiety. They taught me that it is not what we have been told it is up to now. I found there is evidence that seven specific factors in the way we are living today are causing depression and anxiety to rise – alongside two real biological factors (such as your genes) that can combine with these forces to make it worse.

Once I learned this, I was able to see that a very different set of solutions to my depression – and to our depression – had been waiting for me all along.

To understand this different way of thinking, though, I had to first investigate the old story, the one that had given me so much relief at first. Professor Irving Kirsch at Harvard University is the Sherlock Holmes of chemical antidepressants – the man who has scrutinised the evidence about giving drugs to depressed and anxious people most closely in the world. In the 1990s, he prescribed chemical antidepressants to his patients with confidence. He knew the published scientific evidence, and it was clear: it showed that 70% of people who took them got significantly better. He began to investigate this further, and put in a freedom of information request to get the data that the drug companies had been privately gathering into these drugs. He was confident that he would find all sorts of other positive effects – but then he bumped into something peculiar.


We all know that when you take selfies, you take 30 pictures, throw away the 29 where you look bleary-eyed or double-chinned, and pick out the best one to be your Tinder profile picture. It turned out that the drug companies – who fund almost all the research into these drugs – were taking this approach to studying chemical antidepressants. They would fund huge numbers of studies, throw away all the ones that suggested the drugs had very limited effects, and then only release the ones that showed success. To give one example: in one trial, the drug was given to 245 patients, but the drug company published the results for only 27 of them. Those 27 patients happened to be the ones the drug seemed to work for. Suddenly, Professor Kirsch realised that the 70% figure couldn’t be right.

It turns out that between 65 and 80% of people on antidepressants are depressed again within a year. I had thought that I was freakish for remaining depressed while on these drugs. In fact, Kirsch explained to me in Massachusetts, I was totally typical. These drugs are having a positive effect for some people – but they clearly can’t be the main solution for the majority of us, because we’re still depressed even when we take them. At the moment, we offer depressed people a menu with only one option on it. I certainly don’t want to take anything off the menu – but I realised, as I spent time with him, that we would have to expand the menu.

This led Professor Kirsch to ask a more basic question, one he was surprised to be asking. How do we know depression is even caused by low serotonin at all? When he began to dig, it turned out that the evidence was strikingly shaky. Professor Andrew Scull of Princeton, writing in the Lancet, explained that attributing depression to spontaneously low serotonin is “deeply misleading and unscientific”. Dr David Healy told me: “There was never any basis for it, ever. It was just marketing copy.”

I didn’t want to hear this. Once you settle into a story about your pain, you are extremely reluctant to challenge it. It was like a leash I had put on my distress to keep it under some control. I feared that if I messed with the story I had lived with for so long, the pain would run wild, like an unchained animal. Yet the scientific evidence was showing me something clear, and I couldn’t ignore it.

*****

So, what is really going on? When I interviewed social scientists all over the world – from São Paulo to Sydney, from Los Angeles to London – I started to see an unexpected picture emerge. We all know that every human being has basic physical needs: for food, for water, for shelter, for clean air. It turns out that, in the same way, all humans have certain basic psychological needs. We need to feel we belong. We need to feel valued. We need to feel we’re good at something. We need to feel we have a secure future. And there is growing evidence that our culture isn’t meeting those psychological needs for many – perhaps most – people. I kept learning that, in very different ways, we have become disconnected from things we really need, and this deep disconnection is driving this epidemic of depression and anxiety all around us.

Let’s look at one of those causes, and one of the solutions we can begin to see if we understand it differently. There is strong evidence that human beings need to feel their lives are meaningful – that they are doing something with purpose that makes a difference. It’s a natural psychological need. But between 2011 and 2012, the polling company Gallup conducted the most detailed study ever carried out of how people feel about the thing we spend most of our waking lives doing – our paid work. They found that 13% of people say they are “engaged” in their work – they find it meaningful and look forward to it. Some 63% say they are “not engaged”, which is defined as “sleepwalking through their workday”. And 24% are “actively disengaged”: they hate it.

 Antidepressant prescriptions have doubled over the last decade. Photograph: Anthony Devlin/PA
Most of the depressed and anxious people I know, I realised, are in the 87% who don’t like their work. I started to dig around to see if there is any evidence that this might be related to depression. It turned out that a breakthrough had been made in answering this question in the 1970s, by an Australian scientist called Michael Marmot. He wanted to investigate what causes stress in the workplace and believed he’d found the perfect lab in which to discover the answer: the British civil service, based in Whitehall. This small army of bureaucrats was divided into 19 different layers, from the permanent secretary at the top, down to the typists. What he wanted to know, at first, was: who’s more likely to have a stress-related heart attack – the big boss at the top, or somebody below him?

Everybody told him: you’re wasting your time. Obviously, the boss is going to be more stressed because he’s got more responsibility. But when Marmot published his results, he revealed the truth to be the exact opposite. The lower an employee ranked in the hierarchy, the higher their stress levels and likelihood of having a heart attack. Now he wanted to know: why?

And that’s when, after two more years studying civil servants, he discovered the biggest factor. It turns out if you have no control over your work, you are far more likely to become stressed – and, crucially, depressed. Humans have an innate need to feel that what we are doing, day-to-day, is meaningful. When you are controlled, you can’t create meaning out of your work.

Suddenly, the depression of many of my friends, even those in fancy jobs – who spend most of their waking hours feeling controlled and unappreciated – started to look not like a problem with their brains, but a problem with their environments. There are, I discovered, many causes of depression like this. However, my journey was not simply about finding the reasons why we feel so bad. The core was about finding out how we can feel better – how we can find real and lasting antidepressants that work for most of us, beyond only the packs of pills we have been offered as often the sole item on the menu for the depressed and anxious. I kept thinking about what Dr Cacciatore had taught me – we have to deal with the deeper problems that are causing all this distress.

I found the beginnings of an answer to the epidemic of meaningless work – in Baltimore. Meredith Mitchell used to wake up every morning with her heart racing with anxiety. She dreaded her office job. So she took a bold step – one that lots of people thought was crazy. Her husband, Josh, and their friends had worked for years in a bike store, where they were ordered around and constantly felt insecure, Most of them were depressed. One day, they decided to set up their own bike store, but they wanted to run it differently. Instead of having one guy at the top giving orders, they would run it as a democratic co-operative. This meant they would make decisions collectively, they would share out the best and worst jobs and they would all, together, be the boss. It would be like a busy democratic tribe. When I went to their store – Baltimore Bicycle Works – the staff explained how, in this different environment, their persistent depression and anxiety had largely lifted.

It’s not that their individual tasks had changed much. They fixed bikes before; they fix bikes now. But they had dealt with the unmet psychological needs that were making them feel so bad – by giving themselves autonomy and control over their work. Josh had seen for himself that depressions are very often, as he put it, “rational reactions to the situation, not some kind of biological break”. He told me there is no need to run businesses anywhere in the old humiliating, depressing way – we could move together, as a culture, to workers controlling their own workplaces.

*****

With each of the nine causes of depression and anxiety I learned about, I kept being taught startling facts and arguments like this that forced me to think differently. Professor John Cacioppo of Chicago University taught me that being acutely lonely is as stressful as being punched in the face by a stranger – and massively increases your risk of depression. Dr Vincent Felitti in San Diego showed me that surviving severe childhood trauma makes you 3,100% more likely to attempt suicide as an adult. Professor Michael Chandler in Vancouver explained to me that if a community feels it has no control over the big decisions affecting it, the suicide rate will shoot up.

This new evidence forces us to seek out a very different kind of solution to our despair crisis. One person in particular helped me to unlock how to think about this. In the early days of the 21st century, a South African psychiatrist named Derek Summerfeld went to Cambodia, at a time when antidepressants were first being introduced there. He began to explain the concept to the doctors he met. They listened patiently and then told him they didn’t need these new antidepressants, because they already had anti-depressants that work. He assumed they were talking about some kind of herbal remedy.

He asked them to explain, and they told him about a rice farmer they knew whose left leg was blown off by a landmine. He was fitted with a new limb, but he felt constantly anxious about the future, and was filled with despair. The doctors sat with him, and talked through his troubles. They realised that even with his new artificial limb, his old job—working in the rice paddies—was leaving him constantly stressed and in physical pain, and that was making him want to just stop living. So they had an idea. They believed that if he became a dairy farmer, he could live differently. So they bought him a cow. In the months and years that followed, his life changed. His depression—which had been profound—went away. “You see, doctor,” they told him, the cow was an “antidepressant”.

To them, finding an antidepressant didn’t mean finding a way to change your brain chemistry. It meant finding a way to solve the problem that was causing the depression in the first place. We can do the same. Some of these solutions are things we can do as individuals, in our private lives. Some require bigger social shifts, which we can only achieve together, as citizens. But all of them require us to change our understanding of what depression and anxiety really are.

This is radical, but it is not, I discovered, a maverick position. In its official statement for World Health Day in 2017, the United Nations reviewed the best evidence and concluded that “the dominant biomedical narrative of depression” is based on “biased and selective use of research outcomes” that “must be abandoned”. We need to move from “focusing on ‘chemical imbalances’”, they said, to focusing more on “power imbalances”.

After I learned all this, and what it means for us all, I started to long for the power to go back in time and speak to my teenage self on the day he was told a story about his depression that was going to send him off in the wrong direction for so many years. I wanted to tell him: “This pain you are feeling is not a pathology. It’s not crazy. It is a signal that your natural psychological needs are not being met. It is a form of grief – for yourself, and for the culture you live in going so wrong. I know how much it hurts. I know how deeply it cuts you. But you need to listen to this signal. We all need to listen to the people around us sending out this signal. It is telling you what is going wrong. It is telling you that you need to be connected in so many deep and stirring ways that you aren’t yet – but you can be, one day.”

If you are depressed and anxious, you are not a machine with malfunctioning parts. You are a human being with unmet needs. The only real way out of our epidemic of despair is for all of us, together, to begin to meet those human needs – for deep connection, to the things that really matter in life.

(Source: The Guardian)

Monday, 25 December 2017

Stamford Hospital’s Christmas mystery

Every year for 57 years, anonymous man sends staff a “thank you” Christmas card. And it is a man, at least that much is known for sure, writes Martin Chalakoski in The Vintage News. Read on: 

In almost every hospital, near its entrance and right next to the reception desk, there exists a box mainly reserved for displeased patients and their complaints or comments of any sort they wish to share about the care (or the lack of) they’ve received by the medical personnel. Boxes almost always full of letters that perhaps nobody ever reads.
Photo Credit North West Anglia Foundation Trust
That being said, however, there is no box for those who wish to say thanks and express their gratitude when medical workers came to their aid–when that aid was needed the most and urgency was called for. Times in which, thanks to some medical staff and their dedication, these people survived. But it seems as if thanks do not exist in the healthcare vocabulary, and gratitude is the rarest of expressions in the medical world. Probably because care and attention is their duty and they are obliged to provide us with it. But still, we do say thanks to the pizza guy.

It seems that one former very grateful patient didn’t find a box, but instead found the address and sent a “thank you” Christmas card to the Stamford Hospital in Lincolnshire, in England, to express his most sincere appreciation for the staff and the care he received there. And he has been sending the same anonymous letter to the same address ever since.

Photo Credit:North West Anglia Foundation Trust
This man created a heartwarming mini-mystery back when his first Christmas card arrived at the hospital in 1960, which only grew larger and larger over the years. And it is a man, at least that much is known for sure, because the Exeter Ward to where the letter is addressed, now closed, used to be an all-male ward.

Although the “thank you” is anonymous, the card which contains it every single year finds its way to the hands of the receptionist. “It would be great to find who is still so grateful after all these years,” says Sue Brooks, the matron at Stamford Hospital who has received the majority of the letters, a view shared among everyone working there.

“This has been a great mystery for staff at Stamford Hospital since 1960 who are eager to find out the mystery sender of the Christmas card” she adds, “so they can too say thank you and Merry Christmas back at him.” But, sadly, they have no real way of tracking him down, for all they know about this gracious mystery man is the postmark from where the card is being sent: Chelmsford in Essex.

The intrigue travels all the way to the very top of the management offices of the North West Anglia National Health Service Foundation Trust, assigned to run Stamford Hospital and its activities. This year a spokesperson of the NWA foundation, after the card arrived as usual a few days before Christmas, announced officially that “the Christmas card appears every year without fail on the Matron’s desk at Stamford Hospital and the patient must have had good cause to be grateful for the treatment he received.”

Stamford Hospital postcard 1911
“Members of staff who worked at the hospital in 1960 and the current staff as well are all intrigued about the card and why he feels the need to say thank you after all these years,” says the spokesperson, speaking for all who work or ever worked at this place, especially the nursing staff employed at the Exeter Ward of the hospital in 1960.

The person at the source of this unsolved mystery, and for whom the “thank you” is probably a very precious Christmas gift and an annual reminder about a job well done, writes in the card:  “From a very grateful patient in 1960! And still going strong.”

Thursday, 20 July 2017

Doctors tell all — and it’s bad

A crop of books by disillusioned physicians reveals a corrosive doctor-patient relationship at the heart of our health-care crisis. 

for someone in her 30s, I’ve spent a lot of time in doctors’ offices and hospitals, shivering on exam tables in my open-to-the-front gown, recording my medical history on multiple forms, having enough blood drawn in little glass tubes to satisfy a thirsty vampire. In my early 20s, I contracted a disease that doctors were unable to identify for years—in fact, for about a decade they thought nothing was wrong with me—but that nonetheless led to multiple complications, requiring a succession of surgeries, emergency-room visits, and ultimately (when tests finally showed something was wrong) trips to specialists for MRIs and lots more testing. During the time I was ill and undiagnosed, I was also in and out of the hospital with my mother, who was being treated for metastatic cancer and was admitted twice in her final weeks.

As a patient and the daughter of a patient, I was amazed by how precise surgery had become and how fast healing could be. I was struck, too, by how kind many of the nurses were; how smart and involved some of the doctors we met were. But I was also startled by the profound discomfort I always felt in hospitals. Physicians at times were brusque and even hostile to us (or was I imagining it?). The lighting was harsh, the food terrible, the rooms loud. Weren’t people trying to heal? That didn’t matter. What mattered was the whole busy apparatus of care—the beeping monitors and the hourly check-ins and the forced wakings, the elaborate (and frequently futile) interventions painstakingly performed on the terminally ill. In the hospital, I always felt like Alice at the Mad Hatter’s tea party: I had woken up in a world that seemed utterly logical to its inhabitants, but quite mad to me.

Roughly 15 in 100 cardiopulmonary resuscitations result in a patient living long enough to be discharged from the hospital.
In my own case, it took doctors a long time (roughly 15 years) to recognize exactly what was wrong with me. Along the way, my blood work was at times a little off, or my inflammation markers and white-blood-cell counts were slightly elevated, but nothing seemed definitive, other than some persistent anemia. “Everything’s probably okay,” the doctors would say, or “You have an idiopathic problem,” which is doctor-talk for “We don’t know why you suddenly have hives every day.” They never implied that I was crazy, or seeking attention, or any of the other things you sometimes hear from patients (especially female ones) who have sought a diagnosis for years on end. At the same time, they didn’t believe anything was wrong enough to pursue; frequently they asked whether I was depressed before even doing a physical exam.

To them, I was a relatively fit, often high-functioning young woman who had a long list of “small” complaints that only occasionally swelled into an acute problem, for which a quick surgical fix was offered (but no reflection on what might be causing it). To me, my life was slowly dissolving into near-constant discomfort and sometimes frightening pain—and terror at losing control. I didn’t know how to speak to the doctors with the words that would get them, as I thought of it, “on my side.” I steeled myself before appointments, vowing not to leave until I had some answers—yet I never managed to ask even half my questions. “You’re fine. We can’t find anything wrong,” more than one doctor said. Or, unforgettably, “You’re probably just tired from having your period.”

In fact, something was very wrong. In the spring of 2012, a sympathetic doctor figured out that I had an autoimmune disease no one had tested me for. And then, one crisp fall afternoon last year, I learned that I had Lyme disease. (I had been bitten by multiple ticks in my adolescence, a few years before I started having symptoms, but no one had ever before thought to test me thoroughly for Lyme.) Until then, facing my doctors, I had simply thought, What can I say? Perhaps they’re right. They’re the doctors, after all.

but this essay isn’t about how I was right and my doctors were wrong. It’s about why it has become so difficult for so many doctors and patients to communicate with each other. Ours is a technologically proficient but emotionally deficient and inconsistent medical system that is best at treating acute, not chronic, problems: for every instance of expert treatment, skilled surgery, or innovative problem-solving, there are countless cases of substandard care, overlooked diagnoses, bureaucratic bungling, and even outright antagonism between doctor and patient. For a system that invokes “patient-centered care” as a mantra, modern medicine is startlingly inattentive—at times actively indifferent—to patients’ needs.

To my surprise, I’ve now learned that patients aren’t alone in feeling that doctors are failing them. Behind the scenes, many doctors feel the same way. And now some of them are telling their side of the story. A recent crop of books offers a fascinating and disturbing ethnography of the opaque land of medicine, told by participant-observers wearing lab coats. What’s going on is more dysfunctional than I imagined in my worst moments. Although we’re all aware of pervasive health-care problems and the coming shortage of general practitioners, few of us have a clear idea of how truly disillusioned many doctors are with a system that has shifted profoundly over the past four decades. These inside accounts should be compulsory reading for doctors, patients, and legislators alike. They reveal a crisis rooted not just in rising costs but in the very meaning and structure of care. Even the most frustrated patient will come away with respect for how difficult doctors’ work is. She may also emerge, as I did, pledging (in vain) that she will never again go to a doctor or a hospital.

spend a day in an emergency room, and chances are you’ll be struck by two things: the organizational chaos and the emotional detachment as nurses, doctors, and administrators bustle in and out, barely registering the human distress it is their job to address. The same could be said of our oddly bloodless debates about the future of health care. The rhetoric of medical reform draws mostly on economics: Experts differ over, among other things, how to structure “insurance mandates” and what constitutes “overutilization” of a rapidly expanding array of high-tech procedures and diagnostic tests. They argue about why “the United States health care system is the most expensive in the world,” as a 2014 Commonwealth Fund report finds, yet consistently “underperforms relative to other countries on most dimensions of performance.” (Currently, according to that report, the U.S. ranks last among 11 major industrialized nations in efficiency, equity, and “healthy lives,” meaning health outcomes attributable to medical care.)

But the actual experience for patients and doctors of navigating offices, clinics, hospitals—and each other’s company—rarely enters the discussion. Nor is there any effort to focus on the deeper reality of disease, as Atul Gawande, a surgeon and professor at Harvard Medical School, writes in his astute new exploration of geriatric medicine, Being Mortal. This absence matters, because how patients feel about their medical interactions really does influence the efficacy of the care they receive, and doctors’ emotions about their work in turn influence the quality of the care they provide. Despite our virtuosic surgical capacities, our cutting-edge technology, and our pharmaceutical advances, the patient-doctor relationship is still the heart of medicine. And it has eroded terribly. Terrence Holt, a geriatric specialist at the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill, describes the situation in Internal Medicine, fictional fables based on his residency:

Any patient in a hospital, when we take their clothes away and lay them in a bed, starts to lose identity; after a few days, they all start to merge into a single passive body, distinguishable … only by the illnesses that brought them there.

The subjective experience of illness has always been all but impossible to convey. But systemic changes have intensified a disconnect between patients and doctors that was less glaring some 40 years ago, before technological advances and corporatization began to transform the comparatively low-tech, localized postwar medical system. The broad contours of the situation are familiar. Health care in the United States operates predominantly on a fee-for-service basis, which rewards doctors for doing as much as possible, rather than for offering the best care possible. This didn’t matter much in the 1950s, when a general practitioner coordinated most of your care and not many treatment options existed. But sophisticated new surgical techniques, and tools like the CT scan and the MRI, led to a surge in high-tech specialization. Rising costs in the 1970s were the catalyst for “managed care”—basically, our current system, in which insurance companies like Aetna and United Healthcare negotiate with networks of doctors to determine how much care patients get, whom we can see, and at what price. But along with new checks and balances came added bureaucracy, and frustrated doctors and patients. Comprehensive oversight has never been in shorter supply, as specialized “consults” proliferate and no one gets paid to coordinate care (problems the Affordable Care Act aims to fix).

In doctored: The Disillusionment of an American Physician, Sandeep Jauhar—a cardiologist who previously cast a cold eye on his medical apprenticeship in Intern—diagnoses a midlife crisis, not just in his own career but in the medical profession. Today’s physicians, he tells us, see themselves not as the “pillars of any community” but as “technicians on an assembly line,” or “pawn[s] in a money-making game for hospital administrators.” According to a 2012 survey, nearly eight out of 10 physicians are “somewhat pessimistic or very pessimistic about the future of the medical profession.” In 1973, 85 percent of physicians said they had no doubts about their career choice. In 2008, only 6 percent “described their morale as positive,” Jauhar reports. Doctors today are more likely to kill themselves than are members of any other professional group.

The demoralized insiders-turned-authors are blunt about their daily reality. The biggest problem is time: the system ensures that doctors don’t have enough of it. To rein in costs, insurance companies have set fees lower and lower. And because doctors tend to get reimbursed at higher rates when they are in a network (hospitals and large physician groups have more leverage with insurance companies), many work for groups that require them to cram in a set number of patients a day. Hence the eight-minute appointments we’re all familiar with. Paperwork compounds the time crunch. Studies estimate that today’s doctors and “hospitalists”—medical practitioners who do most of their work in hospitals—spend just 12 to 17 percent of their day with patients. The rest of the time is devoted to processing forms, reviewing lab results, maintaining electronic medical records, dealing with other staff. Physicians in non-hospital medical practices in the U.S. “spend ten times as many hours on nonclinical administrative duties” as their Canadian counterparts do, Danielle Ofri, an internist at New York’s Bellevue Hospital, reports in What Doctors Feel.

Physicians joke that Latina/Latino patients suffer from “Hispanic Hysterical Syndrome.”
So doctors are busy, busy, busy—which spells trouble. Jauhar cites a prominent doctor’s adage that “One cannot do anything in medicine well on the fly,” and Ofri agrees. Overseeing 40-some patients, “I was practicing substandard medicine, and I knew it,” she writes. Jauhar notes that many doctors, working at “hyperspeed,” are so uncertain that they call in specialists just to “cover their ass”—hardly a cost-saving strategy. Lacking the time to take thorough histories or apply diagnostic skills, they order tests not because they’ve carefully considered alternative approaches but to protect themselves from malpractice suits and their patients from the poor care they’re offering them. (And, of course, tests are often lucrative for hospitals.)


There is also a more perverse upshot: stressed doctors take their frustrations out directly on patients. “I realize that in many ways I have become the kind of doctor I never thought I’d be,” Jauhar writes: “impatient, occasionally indifferent, at times dismissive or paternalistic.” (He also comes clean about a time when, struggling to live in New York City on his salary, he packed an already frenetic schedule with dubious moonlighting jobs—at a pharmaceutical company that flacked a questionable drug and with a cynical cardiologist who was bilking the system—which only further sapped his morale.) In The Good Doctor: A Father, a Son, and the Evolution of Medical Ethics, Barron H. Lerner, a bioethicist as well as a doctor, recalls admitting in the journal he kept during medical school, “I was angry at my patients.” In The Doctor Crisis, co-written with Charles Kenney, Jack Cochran, a plastic surgeon who worked his way up to executive director of the Permanente Federation, describes touring many clinics where he found “physician after physician” who was “deeply unhappy and often angry.” At times the hostility is barely repressed. Terrence Holt overhears an intern call her patient a “whiner.” Routinely, these writers witness physicians joking that Latina/Latino patients suffer from “Hispanic Hysterical Syndrome” or referring to obese patients as “beached whales.”

The alarming part is how fast doctors’ empathy wanes. Studies show that it plunges in the third year of medical school; that’s exactly when initially eager and idealistic students start seeing patients on rotation. The problem, Danielle Ofri writes, isn’t some elemental Hobbesian lack of sympathy; students (like the doctors they will become) are overworked and overtired, and they realize that there is too much work to be done in too little time. And because the medical-education system largely ignores the emotional side of health care, as Ofri emphasizes, doctors end up distancing themselves unthinkingly from what they are seeing. One of her anecdotes suggests what they’re up against: an intern, handed a dying baby whose parents don’t want to see her, is curtly told to note the infant’s time of death; with no empty room in sight, the doctor slips into a supply closet, torn between keeping an eye on her watch and soothing the baby. “It’s no wonder that empathy gets trounced in the actual world of clinical medicine,” Ofri concludes; empathy gets in the way of what doctors need to survive.

Yet empathy is anything but a frill: not only is it crucial to doctors’ humanity and patients’ dignity, it can be key to medical efficacy. The rate of severe diabetes complications in patients of doctors who rate high on a standard empathy scale, Ofri notes, is a remarkable 40 percent lower than in patients with low-empathy doctors. “This is comparable,” she points out, “to the benefits seen with the most intensive medical therapy for diabetes.”

you may be wondering why the rise of patients’ rights in the 1970s and ’80s, hailed as a revolutionary advance in health care, hasn’t served us better. After all, empowered by both the law and the Internet, we are far more conversant with our medical options—and with the history of medical hubris—than our grandparents were. Yet the legal recalibration of power has unintentionally contributed to the uneasy standoff between doctors and patients, as Barron Lerner observes in The Good Doctor. Lerner and his father, whom he followed into medicine, both staked their careers on the belief that the patient comes first. Their experience of medicine and their ideas about patient care, though, are starkly different. The elder Lerner practiced in an era when doctors unilaterally decided the treatment and often lied to patients about their prognoses. (Knowing you were dying was considered unhealthy.) At its most egregious extreme, medical paternalism led to unnecessary surgeries (among them, disfiguring radical mastectomies) and unethical research on unknowing subjects, as in the Tuskegee syphilis experiment.

Today, in the younger Lerner’s era, patient and doctor theoretically have a more collaborative relationship, based on informed consent. We take for granted that doctors will tell us our diagnosis and proceed according to carefully delineated protocols. This is a real advance, yet it is only part of the story. As Lerner comes to see, some of the overtreatment routinely found in hospitals is actually an outgrowth of the patients’-rights movement. In the past, when patients’ hearts stopped, or the terminally ill succumbed to infection, doctors typically would let them go. In our era of “defensive medicine,” unless you have signed a “do not resuscitate” order (and sometimes even if you have, but your family insists on treatment), you’ll be intubated, or defibrillated, or given antibiotics—on the off chance that last-ditch rescue is what you would want. And no doctor is likely to clarify the odds: roughly 15 in 100 cardiopulmonary resuscitations, for example, result in the patient living long enough to be discharged from the hospital.

“Any patient in a hospital, when we take their clothes away and lay them in a bed, starts to lose identity.”

But there is a deeper issue here, a collision of unarticulated needs and fears. Doctors have seen their power eroded—by insurance companies, by national treatment guidelines, by hospital bureaucracy—and now they have to deal with patients who feel newly empowered. Patients, meanwhile, want both clout and comfort; they feel both defiant and dependent. And so each side exercises power passively (or passive-aggressively), and maybe even unconsciously: I’ll listen to you, but I won’t really believe or act on what you say. All of which is a reminder that even with the rise of the malpractice threat, physicians and institutions continue to wield extensive medical power, just in subtler ways. I’ve heard many stories of hospitalized patients in pain yet worried that asking for more Dilaudid will be construed as entitled meddling.

To be sure, deciding who has the ultimate authority is a challenge: the patient, unlike the customer, can’t always be right, though few of us want to hear that. How far should doctors go to look for an illness they can’t initially find? To what degree should they privilege patients’ wishes for specific interventions? Satisfying answers to these questions have yet to be found. But the current balance of power is flawed. Each time I had surgery, I had to push for what seemed like a basic right—having a family member with me as I came to. I still remember trying to tell a nurse, my brain blurred by a waning anesthetic, that research proved the pain-reducing benefits of holding a loved one’s hand. A study, I figured, would carry more force than my need.

without being fully aware of it, what I really wanted all along was a doctor trained in a different system, who understood that a conversation was as important as a prescription; a doctor to whom healing mattered as much as state-of-the-art surgery did. What I was looking for, it turns out, was a doctor like Victoria Sweet, and the kind of care offered in, of all places, a charity hospital in San Francisco. A doctor who is able to slow down, aware of the dividends not just for patients but for herself and for the system: this is the sort of doctor Sweet discovered she could be in “the last almshouse in America,” as she calls Laguna Honda Hospital, a funky old facility for the destitute and chronically ill, where swallows flew through open turrets and 1,200 patients lay mostly in old-fashioned “open wards,” and where she worked for 20-some years. In her remarkable memoir, God’s Hotel, Sweet—who is also a historian of medicine versed in the medical work of the 12th-century nun Hildegard of Bingen—calls her radical solution for our sped-up health care “slow medicine.” Here is a doctor saying what patients intuitively know: being sick is draining, healing takes time, and strong medicine often has strong side effects.

Granted a capacious amount of time and freedom with her severely ill patients (many of them drug addicts, schizophrenics, or elderly and with few resources), Sweet is able to make diagnoses that her patients’ previous doctors missed. Relying on close observation to help her understand what’s really going on, she weans them from an average of 20 medications to six or seven. She finds that discarded medical practices—for example, manipulating the lymphatic system with an old-fashioned medical girdle—may have more to offer than contemporary interventions do. In one heartbreaking case, she realizes that an elderly patient is not suffering from Alzheimer’s following a hip surgery, as doctors at the woman’s former hospital concluded—a diagnosis that led to antipsychotic medicines, her removal from her own home, and her separation from her mentally disabled daughter. Rather, she is in pain: the hip had slid out of place, and no one responsible for her follow-up care had noticed.

Laguna Honda—where meals were served in sunlit rooms, and gardening and good company allowed hopeless cases to make seemingly miraculous recoveries—seems out of another era. Indeed, in 2010, after years of construction and renovations, it became a “modern” facility. But “slow medicine,” as Sweet trenchantly argues, isn’t an outmoded, soulful indulgence. It might actually be a form of efficiency: more-accurate diagnoses and effective low-tech treatments help the system save money, and result in fewer malpractice suits.

Atul Gawande suggests much the same thing in Being Mortal, arguing that fast, solution-oriented care—particularly in the last year of life, which accounts for an estimated one-quarter of Medicare expenditures—has, in missing the broader picture, led to a great deal of “callousness, inhumanity, and extraordinary suffering.” In The Doctor Crisis, which issues a biting call for a physician-led revolution in medicine, Jack Cochran, too, appreciates a core tenet of the slow-medicine spirit: fulfilled doctors make for more-satisfied patients. Tackling the problems of Kaiser Permanente’s Colorado medical group, he took the counterintuitive step of demoting “patient-centered care” as a goal, and elevated “preservation and enhancement of career” for doctors to first place. He restored to them the sense that their work is, as Barron Lerner’s old-fashioned father put it, a “rare privilege” to be pursued with a sense of responsibility, rather than harried accountability.

Medicine today values intervention far more than it values care. Gawande writes that for a clinician, “nothing is more threatening to who you think you are than a patient with a problem you cannot solve.” The result is that all too often, “medicine fails the people it is supposed to help.” The old doctor-knows-best ethos was profoundly flawed. But it was rooted in an ethic of care for the whole person, perhaps because physicians, less pressed for time, knew their patients better. Danielle Ofri notes that it was the paternalistic old doctors, still hanging around her medical school wearing “starched shirts [and] conservative ties,” who taught her the art of respecting her patients’ individuality: “For them, approaching the bedside of a patient was a sacred act.” One day she had a class with an intimidating cardiothoracic surgeon. To her surprise, he was as tender toward his wards as he was gruff toward his students, who, he insisted, should always seat themselves at the level of the patient or lower. “They are the ones who are sick,” he emphasized, “and they are the ones running this interview, not you.”

In the course of our lives, most of us will urgently need care, sometimes when we least expect it. Currently, we must seek it in a system that excels at stripping our medical shepherds of their humanity, leaving them shells of the doctors (and people) they want to be, and us alone in the sterile rooms they manage. What makes our predicament so puzzling, and what may offer hope, is that nearly all of us want a different outcome. I used to think that change was necessary for the patient’s sake. Now I see that it’s necessary for the doctor’s sake, too.

(Source: The Atlantic)